You might get to move closer to home today. You are in God's capable hands where ever you are. He is there. I pray you do get to have the ability to speak without the trach soon. It must be exhausting to try to communicate in ways other than with your voice. Hopefully it is more amusing than exasperating to watch people try to understand. I'm thankful you have a strong mind and the will to keep working to accomplish your therapy.
Love carol and bella